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Two hour breaks in college are no bueno. And sitting in the back right corner of the computer lab with my strawberries, orange and camera doesn't seem to suffice all this boredom I've attained. So I've decided to write in this journal that I never write in. Type in. Type at. Whatev.

I've been experimenting with a new style of art. I haven't quite locked it in yet so I've been practicing a lot. I have sketches and sketches of just eyes and mouths and facial expressions. I'm trying, let's be patient. Trying to grow up is hard, but I've been in the mindset of growing older mentally but still living young. I'm 19. I'm going to act like it sometimes.

Momma's birthday is next week. Fuck.

I can't really comprehend why some people act the way they do and why I react the way I do. When i sit and think about it, I really don't understand my method of communication when I'm acting it out. Doesn't make sense. Moving on.

Soon I will be behind a wheel. Should be interesting. Or dangerous. Or both.

I'm going to english.

I'm so sore.
My back aches from shoveling.
My legs ache from dancing.
My head aches from writing.
My eyes ache from being awake.
You all know the feeling.
Generic Artist feeling.
I'm trying to grow out my hair.
It's not really working.
At all.
I'm writing a Kemps Ice Cream Campaign.
It's lame.
But I'm trying to make it entertaining.
I have work tomorrow.
At "zero" in the morning.
(That's 5 am to all those who don't know)
Since the snow fell
it really does feeling like winter
But like... A nice warm winter
With pretty snow that isn't saturated in dirt and grim
Ugh.. please tell me you know what I mean.
I need to find some inspiration.
Well not need.
But it'd be nice.
Hurry up summer.
I want to wear sun dresses.

Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) I'm deathly afraid of people in giant animal costumes. I cry when I see them and Disney Land/World is my HELL.

2) I HATE when people play with my face to wake me up. I think it's my biggest pet peeve I have. Le suck.

3) I skank backwards. And forewards. I wonder if I can skank sideways...

4) Even though it's hard for me to get along with females I thrive on the company of ones that really mean something to me. you know who you are, dear fillys. And I love you.

5) I like people who are clever. Not just randomly smart. But clever in the way that if you didn't hang out with them you have no idea what they are talking about but if you hang out with them alot, you laugh. Alot. I don't even know if that makes sense.

6) I collect empty whippets from work. (Whippets are the little C02 Cartridges that you can buy. At work we make whip cream with them) Well, I collect them. They are this weird baby blue pastel color. When I get enough I'm going to paint them all different colors and hang them from my ceiling. With fishing line or something. I wonder if Paint pens would work on them...


I must take others:
(just cause I think he will)
iconsophisticatedtopping: (Try)
(He he he)
(if he sees this)
(Come on, Ryn. )



ACTUAL JOURNAL:

School is almost up this quarter.
I need to get Christmas Shopping completed.
Ryn, I like your new style.
Alot.
Kelsey is my wifey.
I like my new gloves.
And I like my hat.
Je Je Je Je.
Maybe.
I'mma go scan something.

~Music~ The Cure <3
~Projects~ Painting a Zebrah.
~Schooling~ Almost done with my quarter
~Current Mood~ 2.3 hours of sleep. \m/




I only had 2.3 hours of sleep last night.
I'll live.
I'm dying my hair again.
Back to Red Red Red.
I missed it so.
And my scanner works.
And my printer.
And I can get photoshop.
And Emily won't SUCK anymore.
I can't wait wait wait till october
I'll frolick
and sing
and roll
And break out in hives
becauseI'mallergictoCOLD!!!
w t f
I can't wait though.
I'm excited.
<3 And I'm fond.
I need to make caleb's art trade.
I need to have some time for me.
I feel inspired lately though.
Sooo..
be expecting art soon.
You rotton devils.

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Emilyyyyyyyyyyyyy.......e...........e....